8th November 2010 (Song of the day: Mirai Alright: HOME MADE Kazoku) [Now Listening to Shine!: Kousaka Kirino (Ore no Imouto Preview)] Mood: Seriously not calm?
Hi. Guys. Or hello. Well…
I seriously duno how to start this, as… I also duno why my week started like this. Haha. OK. Morning I went to school, and then I saw my classmate, and THEN found out that we’re in some classroom, and I’m the earliest in my group to appear in school AGAIN. Well, and the rest of the day… honestly I did nothing. DW brought out his game he was playing in Orisinal (I bet you guys find this ‘spelling mistake’ familiar…), and EK, SM, CH and some others joined me since.
Yeah, and I also didn’t know we had to stay for OP trial run to *he…* wor! Well, so what, just present lor, I thought, but when I walked into the classroom he was assessing in, the group that was presenting seemed quite bad, for their official run tomorrow. Then when it’s our turn, it’s already 8pm. Yeah, that’s what I mean…
I know *he…* is not trying to be critical to me (VERY obvious der), and not too much on the group, as he gives more advice for us to get EE. Haha, well…
OK, and I’m here. I duno why, I just felt bad. But at least for other 3 days I wouldn’t be strangled by the whole hell of a fact that I’m scared. Scared of even moving up to be warm to others. Maybe it’s just me, or the past that made me not believe anyone’s words (words, yeah) THAT easily. And furthermore, GP has brought me back to this reality, of trying to understand others. And I know how liao. I’ll just carry this façade to school as a way of escaping fantasy. (Audience: Eh I thought it’s “escaping reality”…) No, I know I’m living in fantasy, but who doesn’t like it? As if you can find some ‘Kiririn’ or even ‘Ayana’ here or something…
Yeah, and if you’re reading, Lixin, I’m just… trying to write as much as I can to find some similarity between the two of us in character- (Lixin: No. Nothing in common.) Oh really~
Well, damn late liao, all thanks to *he…*, and man I’m thanking that fella who said “Bye, Doc!”, really, haha. Cya guys then, until tomorrow… hope I can go early to watch some Imouto and BLEACH, ON TIME. Seriously…
“When all courage falls away, bring in a façade. A façade of escaping fantasy, and to face reality at its face.”
9th November 2010 (Song of the day: Magical Circle: Toyosaki Aki? Ok, and what I’m listening?) [Now Listening to Dill: Toyosaki Aki] Mood: Bored?
Yeah, seriously bored, until I cannot find a meaning in life. Damn.
OK about PW today first. It was boring. I literally did nothing. Wow that was a short paragraph… (Audience: Wow…)
Well… when I came back @ 5pm (I still wonder why I stayed this late), and I was tired. After all the playing and goofing around…
Entertainment News: BLEACH was great, even only with the appearance of Ichigo’s Dad. Aki-chan passed by the Net faster than I expected, and yeah, it was great. Not so when it was a little ruined by ************** (Audience: Eh mind if we ask-) Don’t. Just don’t. It’s not PW, by the way…
But why this time I felt the single of Aki-chan was kinda… childish? No, really, when I thought it was creative, and now I’m keeping “Dill” the single hit, in consideration. Screw the composer man, as if the likes of you can be compared to Rie fu or others who wrote for her…
“When all courage falls away, bring in restlessness. Restlessness that would make you wanna give up and not even move forward…”
Wow, I really duno what to write liao, kinda mind blank liao, cos of… yeah. (Audience: ???) Or maybe it is, that I predicted wrongly, until my predicted mood (which is emotional, scared, and so on…?) doesn’t even coincide with the mood I have now, restlessness. Damn, I wonder why…
Dammit you know. BLEACH lor, the anime. After this week is okay, since we would be seeing Gin release his Bankai, for those who duno. But after that it’s like… TWO MORE WEEKS! 2 more weeks then we’ll continue with the main storyline, and before Urahara-sensei even appears. Damn. But it wouldn’t be that bad. There’s this “film festival” filler they’re playing (I suppose for 10th anniversary again?), and a prelude to the 4th movie! It would still be interesting, but damn, my Urahara-sensei…
OK lah, maybe it’s me that wants some Aki-chan goodness, so I shall stop here. Also waiting for RYTHEM siah, but it seems… it would take some time…
Cya guys then, until tomorrow… it seems I’m gonna need some Aki-chan. Great, now DW made me kinda crazy just after a phone call, that I feel like-
[Backstage] After all these is over, I’m GONNA- *words censored for general ratings*
10th November 2010 (Song of the day: Kaze to Mirai: Ikimono-gakari!) Mood: Unknown
“When all courage falls down, everyone who wants to help you cover your bashfulness also fall down…”
[P.S.: Sry for not writing, but would be updating tomorrow since I would have more time. TWO MORE DAYS TO THE END OF PW!!]
12th November 2010 (Song of the day: Wow… I really duno.) [Now Listening to Okaeri Radio!] Mood: TGIF?
Yesh! And “Thank God PW’s OVER!!!” OH YESH!
Yeah, in some other way I’m elated, but in another way I’m kinda… like not getting over this. I wonder why. Does it due to me having to go for JC2 lessons next week? Haiz only got weekend break wor…
And sorry for not writing yesterday, since… I was too restless to type anything (and even listen to Aki-chan~) and I’m damn tired liao. But it all paid off!
Well it all leads to today, the day of my presentation. We found out that there was this fella from our History class that was the PW group in front of us (we’re the 2nd group), and early in the morning we had to be the audience first. (Sry if I’m talking cr*p, I’m too obsessed by Aki-ness liao…) Well, I was kinda yawning, and the first group was quite well. There is this break and the others (of my group) were just revising their script, which got me nervous liao. Then it’s our turn.
Yep, and after DW I was like “well no choice liao must do it liao”, and went on with my part of the presentation, and the Q&A session. It all went well bah I suppose, and overall our group did great. We were just discussing our performance when the first group came by (yeah there are relations here and there, but none with me), and criticised about (yeah I bought patrons for saying this) the last group, who were showing those negative attitudes towards the presentations that the front two (yeah, incl. me) groups presented. So they thought of ways to show them attitude too…
But surprisingly, their performance wasn’t any great. Their skit kinda weird, their slides had TWO TOPICS, and their humour was su~per lame. I didn’t even twitch, until I heard their Q&A. Yeah, this fella went on with talking about changing data gathering (they’re doing Service Sector, at first) in different aspects (I suppose Food to Transport?), and that fella mentioned “5-Star Taxi”. Yeah, only that time. No time else.
(Audience laughing) Oi, get back~
Yeah, so with that comforting presentation went to have lunch with my group and Shawn @ the nearby coffee shop outside the college. Yeah, the one I went last Friday. Had chicken rice yet again, and tasted as great. Then was here, obviously we have to change segments here liao…
Entertainment News: Well when I came back watched 2 episodes of MythBusters back to back, which was great, but kinda tired since… I had a morning of… OP. Well not that it’s over!
The one with the Mini Myths were interesting, and the Reverse Engineering is… just crazy. Seriously crazy. As if you even ever get to see a car with its body reversed? OMG…
Well I learnt some things from the 2 episodes: A new (to me) phenomenon called Supercooling, where liquid below the melting point form molecule nuclear sites to change quickly to solid. (Correct me if I’m wrong) (It’s Chemistry right? Hope to learn it soon~) Damn cool, with the example of frozen beer in the Mini Myths episode. I also know that the best way to not spread flu germs is through sneezing on the elbow. Yeah, and I already know that, great. Lastly, I also knew there’s this high-tech stuff called “3D Printing” to make models of objects, with Kari showing a scale model of a surfboard. Wow, maybe I could make a model zanpakuto for myself… But man, what I saw in the Net is cool. RE~AL cool. I swear, so spend some time to look @ it…
Then I was just resting just now, and I duno why I was actually finished watching that Pokemon Movie shown on Okto, I must be bored. And I just heard Okaeri Radio before I started here…
Now that PW’s over, I actually am free of thoughts, and after some tips from the Pokemon Movie (is it of help?) I was able to think of further plots for my own BLEACH Movie! Wow, I wonder when it could be fulfilled…
OK lah, kinda long liao. Will talk more about things starting next week, even though I’m gonna kena a drill of lessons in preparation of JC2 education. Haiz I have a feel that being in PW would be better, that’s why the weird mood I’m having after the session…
Cya guys then, kinda tired liao after a day of… cr*p after OP. Gonna write a mail to Lixin to find out about her OP too, but wouldn’t be posting here. (Haha hard bun) Until next time… I’m back to normal! Hopefully, after some time…
“When all courage falls down, you just carry on. Carry on all the way!”
